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| title = "Farewell" | title = "Farewell" | ||||||
| draft = true | date = 2020-12-23 | ||||||
|  | draft = false | ||||||
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|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | I must stress first and completely that if you are reading this, none of this is | ||||||
|  | remotely your fault in any way and please try your best not to blame yourself | ||||||
|  | at all. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | My thoughts are really far to disorganized and scattered right now to really | ||||||
|  | figure out, much less describe in words, why it is that I am ultimately even | ||||||
|  | having this crisis in the first place. What I do know is that I am in pain, I am | ||||||
|  | confused, I can not really think straight, and I am scared. I am sorry for all | ||||||
|  | of the pain and complication this will cause everyone, but I honestly can not | ||||||
|  | really deal with myself any longer. This happens over and over and it gets worse | ||||||
|  | every single time. My attachment to reality is so inconsistent and discontinuous | ||||||
|  | and confusing now anyway that I honestly have a hard time convincing myself that | ||||||
|  | this is not just some stupid dream. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | Gale, you are such an amazing person, still not really sure how you are a real | ||||||
|  | human that exists. You have spent so much of your own time and energy looking | ||||||
|  | out for and protecting me and I really do apreciate it. I am sorry for it | ||||||
|  | ultimately not paying off. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | Ash, I am sorry to be putting you through this stuppid shit again and I know | ||||||
|  | that it will probably be so much worse with me than it was with our dad. | ||||||
|  | Please try your hardest to stay strong and keep being such an amazing and cool | ||||||
|  | and talented person. Take care of Ibsen and Willow. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | Lynn you are the most important person to me and I honestly can not believe | ||||||
|  | you put up with me this long, but you did. | ||||||
|  | I know you have some of the parts of me, so please be careful. | ||||||
|  | Take care of Kloey. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | I love all of you so much. | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | Farewell, | ||||||
|  | 
 | ||||||
|  | > Hazel | ||||||
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|   border-bottom: 2px solid var(--foreground); |   border-bottom: 2px solid var(--foreground); | ||||||
| } | } | ||||||
| 
 | 
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| h1:not(.site-title)::before { | h1:not(.site-title):not(.post-title)::before { | ||||||
|   content: "# "; |   content: "# "; | ||||||
|   color: var(--decoration); |   color: var(--decoration); | ||||||
| } | } | ||||||
|  | @ -148,6 +148,13 @@ div.table-wrapper tr:nth-child(even) { | ||||||
|   cursor: pointer; |   cursor: pointer; | ||||||
| } | } | ||||||
| 
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|  | h1.post-title { | ||||||
|  |   font-size: 1.5em; | ||||||
|  |   border: none; | ||||||
|  |   line-height: 1; | ||||||
|  |   margin: 0; | ||||||
|  | } | ||||||
|  | 
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| p.post-date { | p.post-date { | ||||||
|   color: var(--decoration); |   color: var(--decoration); | ||||||
|   margin: 0; |   margin: 0; | ||||||
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| 
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| {% block content %} | {% block content %} | ||||||
| 
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|  | <h1 class="post-title">{{ page.title }}</h1> | ||||||
|  | <p class="post-date">{{ page.date | date() }}</p> | ||||||
|  | 
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| {% if page.extra.toc %} | {% if page.extra.toc %} | ||||||
| <h1>Table of Contents <span id="toc-toggle">[-]</span></h1> | <h1>Table of Contents <span id="toc-toggle">[-]</span></h1> | ||||||
| <div id="toc"> | <div id="toc"> | ||||||
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