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| title = "Farewell" | ||||
| draft = true | ||||
| date = 2020-12-23 | ||||
| draft = false | ||||
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| 
 | ||||
| I must stress first and completely that if you are reading this, none of this is | ||||
| remotely your fault in any way and please try your best not to blame yourself | ||||
| at all. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| My thoughts are really far to disorganized and scattered right now to really | ||||
| figure out, much less describe in words, why it is that I am ultimately even | ||||
| having this crisis in the first place. What I do know is that I am in pain, I am | ||||
| confused, I can not really think straight, and I am scared. I am sorry for all | ||||
| of the pain and complication this will cause everyone, but I honestly can not | ||||
| really deal with myself any longer. This happens over and over and it gets worse | ||||
| every single time. My attachment to reality is so inconsistent and discontinuous | ||||
| and confusing now anyway that I honestly have a hard time convincing myself that | ||||
| this is not just some stupid dream. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| Gale, you are such an amazing person, still not really sure how you are a real | ||||
| human that exists. You have spent so much of your own time and energy looking | ||||
| out for and protecting me and I really do apreciate it. I am sorry for it | ||||
| ultimately not paying off. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| Ash, I am sorry to be putting you through this stuppid shit again and I know | ||||
| that it will probably be so much worse with me than it was with our dad. | ||||
| Please try your hardest to stay strong and keep being such an amazing and cool | ||||
| and talented person. Take care of Ibsen and Willow. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| Lynn you are the most important person to me and I honestly can not believe | ||||
| you put up with me this long, but you did. | ||||
| I know you have some of the parts of me, so please be careful. | ||||
| Take care of Kloey. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| I love all of you so much. | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| Farewell, | ||||
| 
 | ||||
| > Hazel | ||||
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|   border-bottom: 2px solid var(--foreground); | ||||
| } | ||||
| 
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| h1:not(.site-title)::before { | ||||
| h1:not(.site-title):not(.post-title)::before { | ||||
|   content: "# "; | ||||
|   color: var(--decoration); | ||||
| } | ||||
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|   cursor: pointer; | ||||
| } | ||||
| 
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| h1.post-title { | ||||
|   font-size: 1.5em; | ||||
|   border: none; | ||||
|   line-height: 1; | ||||
|   margin: 0; | ||||
| } | ||||
| 
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| p.post-date { | ||||
|   color: var(--decoration); | ||||
|   margin: 0; | ||||
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| 
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| {% block content %} | ||||
| 
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| <h1 class="post-title">{{ page.title }}</h1> | ||||
| <p class="post-date">{{ page.date | date() }}</p> | ||||
| 
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| {% if page.extra.toc %} | ||||
| <h1>Table of Contents <span id="toc-toggle">[-]</span></h1> | ||||
| <div id="toc"> | ||||
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